Thursday, March 12, 2009 7:58 AM
basic results from monday
very high EKG
low white blood cells
abnormal formation of cells... (apparently they resembled mono-like cells)
so i'm highly allergic to something... low white cells - why i cant fight infection well... and idk about the formation of the cells. in the hospital they told me i was anemic- and this test says im not. i'm so tired of getting test just to find out they are contradictory or theres something different they discover with every test
thank you everyone for your thoughts and prayers. yesterday and this mornin are the first time i've been super negative, i really hardly get mad and i dont know why i am- but i'm just so over that i've wasted 6 wks of my life being sick. and granted i haven't always been the most healthy individual- especially when it came to college- but i can't even begin to explain how physically awful i feel, how weak i am, etc etc - i just really hate this .
but again, thank you all for letting me rant, your thoughts, prayers, and kind words. i really have some amazing people in my life and i know how blessed i am. which is why i get so pissed for gettting mad ab this.
i dont know- i may go in hiding until i calm down.
love you alll.
thanks for checking in on me
kab
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